all the drama in the world cant make me feel any better....

is it wrong to be completely honest about how u feel??

is it wrong to save somebody you care for from greater pain?

am i selfish? is it really hard to understand me beyond my words?

is it wrong to back out on a life that is being presented to you that ur not really and totally ready for?

am i wrong for being completely honest about all this? am i selfish for saying all these things before its too late???

pressure??? kiss my ass!

how other people would react?? the hell i care!!

its my life. my decision.

and its only me who has a say on this..

if people would judge me.. then bring it on..

if u think im a cold hearted bitch.. then so be it...

no one has the right to judge me, no one knows my heart and the hell it went through.. but me.

i felt it all. been through hell and back.. and ive come out strong.

this one is my toughest yet... but dont worry, just like any other battle that was thrown at me.. i will too emerge as a better person.

you just wait..