TO HELL W/ U!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!



bakit ba kc lage ka galit? i cant understand, i know im makulit, sensitive and all that, but i dont deserve being yelled at.. i dont deserve ur sarcasm!!! im so pissed off right now, i dont know how to yell it out when im mad, i dont know how to say how mad i am, i dont know the right words to say.. i dont know how to let u know that.. PUTANGINA nasaktan ako! and wag kang magalit kc ikaw nakasakit.. im not looking for an apology kc sating dalawa parang yan ang role ko.. but i cant apologize for acting this way just because u were too insensitive to know na nakaka offend kna!

see the exclamation points.. buti pa yan it can express my anger.. how come ako mismo sa sarili ko ndi ko mailabas.. cguro kya dmko naintindihan knina.. cguro kya indi mo tlga ko maintindihan kc ako dn i dont know what to say to let u know how i felt knna.. ano ba? do u rly treat me as a friend as much as i value our friendship? o baka naman ako lang nagiisip na close tyo? assuming lang ata ako..

im not expecting u na habulin ako knna.. i wasnt even expecting na lalapit ka after what happened… dont tell me that u had something to do.. dont tell me na indi mo alam na i was waiting for u.. dont tell me any of that crap coz that’s bull!!!!

i used to be so affected everytym ur mad at me, i used to be so hurt everytym u ignore me, and push me away eventhough how many times i say sorry.. i used to be all that when it comes to u.. but now, i choose not to care anymore.. to hell w/ the so called friendship, to hell w/ what i feel for u, to hell w/ how u always treat me wen ur mad, to hell w/ ur snobs, to hell w/ everything… to hell WITH YOU!!!! I HATE YOU!!

if u dont understand my silence.. then ud never understand my words, and ud never understand me period! and if u dont.. then i guess am not a friend to u.. ano? ito ba ung gusto mo marinig? ito ba ung gusto mo malaman??!!!! o ayan na! saksak mo sa baga mo!! ito ba gusto mo?!!! o ayan!!! masaya kna!!! sana maging masaya kna.. dahil ito na yon! wala ka na maririnig saken! sa susunod na sigawan mo pako… magpapakilala ko syo!! whatever u wanna diss out sabihin mo ng maayos indi ung lagi kang nakasigaw.. who the hell do u think u are?

i know none of this matters to u, and i know that all this are just an ego boost on ur part… and i dont care.. problema mo na yan… masaya ka dyan e! bahala kna sa buhay mo.. galit ka? cge magalit ka.. lagi ka naman galit and irritable e.. ano? sensitive nnman ako?? isipin mo nga? is that really it? or gnon ka lang ka dense and insentive??? indi sa lahat ng oras ikaw tama.. tandaan mo yan… ay nko.. im tired! i just wanna sleep and wish id never lay eyes on u again.. maga nanaman mata ko nito kakaiyak… BADTRIP KA!!! to hell w/ u…. i hope id never see u again!!!!!! oo… alam ko na sasabihin mo… pumikit ako…. dont worry i can do better… pag dko natiis.. swear to god… magre resign ako.. i dont wanna see ur face anymore.. i want u to feel my angst…. sbi mo demonyo kna.. well uve proven that to me.. if u dont give a shit on how i feel… then fine… see if id care.. no more ms. nice girl.. no more hi’s and hello’s, no more of that.. no more of you!!!

HERE WE GO...

for Butterfly_1months now ive been rethinking the past events of my life.. thinking what went wrong.. was it me? or did what happen is something inevitable that there was nothing really left to do but accept things as they come and just learn to deal w/ it…. to people concerned… it may be a surprise to actually learn that i was indeed thinking about it.. yes… i am.. behind the smile and the endless punchlines and giggles and appearing to be undazed and unaffected… yes… i thought about it and even felt it…

i didnt want to appear weak and beaten over it.. for the reason that.. i just dont wanna be some damsel in distress to people.. no.. I’m not gonna be that girl.. but still.. i’m human… capable of emotions… even I can get hurt.

they never saw me cry, but when the lights are off and the curtains are down.. i curl up in bed, hug my pillow.. and allow a tear or two to fall. and just pray that tomorrow will be a better day for everybody..

i dont talk about my emotions coz i want it something that should be read between the lines.. i want it something to be understood w/o words.. i smile, laugh, and throw jokes here and there… but behind all of these… look at my eyes and ask urself is there really happiness there?? eyes don’t lie.. not even mine..

my bestfriend told me that i’m the greatest pretender she’s ever met, and that she’s never seen someone as scared as i am in leashing out emotions… some say im a walking time bomb.. and some says that im the ice princess from down south… w/ all these evaluations of who i am.. none of it is right nor wrong coz those are opinions.. but if you’ll ask me if what i really think about myself when it comes to my emotions… i can only say this…

no matter what assessment people has of me one thing stands true.. i may not show it.. i may not say it.. but ive been hurt more than u can imagine.. maybe its my fault, maybe ive been taken advantage of, or maybe just maybe.. they just dont know the real me, that’s why they go on packing… or maybe i still havent met the person im meant to share all that i am, someone im willing to grow and live my life w/… or maybe just maybe… they never really had the patience to dig deeper to make me come out of my shell… im not saying that they did not try, sure they did, but upto to a certain extent only… sure they understand me for a while… but only for a while..

an ex boyfriend told me that.. he never really knew me.. for the longest time that we’ve been together.. he never felt that he got through me, he never felt that there was one true time that i actually shared myself w/ him, the shallowness of what we had made him realyz that the relationship wouldn’t grow and that we were a break up waiting to happen… that was a real bummer for me coz what was that?? u wer just waiting for the last straw for u to give up? isn’t a fact that wen u actually love a person.. u would do everything in ur might not to give up? but i dont know.. i maybe wrong.. we have different minds w/c comes to different beliefs.. and this is mine. but on my defense.. eventhough yah.. i wasnt sharing myself w/ him.. didn’t it ever occur to him that I was actually trying to get to know him.. but well. maybe that thought escaped his head coz he was focused on what we lack. and so.. i got the boot. one question i asked was.. is it wrong to have reservations?? it’s not like i did not allow myself to actually feel something.. its just that… i didn’t.. what the hell..

but dont get me wrong… im not a cynic, i believe in love, the madness, and the craziness, and as what they say.. it’s magic.. but the thing is.. it refuses to believe in me..

here we go.. here we go again…

  • * another chance to start life all over again
  • * another lesson learned
  • * another day..
  • * another…. i dont know.. only time will tell…

THEY MADE IT HARD FOR ME.. TO MY TEAM ECHO TRES

Slide7 at first, i couldnt accept the fact that i was leaving my previous team, and would be assigned to the echo 3 team. i felt bad, sad, and mad (o dba rhyme?) but little did i know, that this team would grow in me.

Slide8 there the wackiest people ive ever come across w/. i just cant help but remember those days when everything was so simple, u would just come to the office, and they would greet u w/ a high five, or tell u the latest chismis that everybody’s been talking about, the latest punchlines, the comfort that i feel around them, that no matter how high the volume of calls is, as long as they are w/in earshot, and as long as i can see them from where im standing, i feel comforted, that i know, no matter how tough my day goes, as long as im w/ my team nothing could go wrong.

Slide2 i miss these faces, i miss their punchlines, i miss there caring arms, and the warmth that my team gives, i miss our bonding moments at the "lung center", i miss those times when they would ask me to log out so that we could smoke at the back after a series of damn stupid subscribers!!! i miss our graveyard shift, i miss kuya arvin’s snoring, i miss daddy mel’s green jokes, joel’s rockstar effect, icha’s horse and throaty voice, and glen’s pa deadma effect.

Slide10 i miss my team. i dont think id ever be able to say it enough but i really do. i miss those times when everything was so easy, we would just go through each day and deal w/ the subscribers, and then talk about them on breaks… oh.. the breaks.. we would happily compress on one table and eat our food together, ofcourse never nawala ang kwentuhan.. hingian ng food, complains about the food and its price.. ang kaingayan, as if walang ibang tao don kami lang. i cant even remember the reason why we would always laugh, it maybe just about the silliest things.. but the sound of it still echoes in my ears, and how i would want to hear it all over again…

Slide26 this is where it all happened, all the drama, the fun, laughters, the unforgettable moments, the updates at tatay ian’s post, the paninindak sa mga trainees who would dare posting sa balwarte namin. the tulugan, the aningan, nung graveyard shift, pang gu gudtym sa mga subs, mga tsismisan kahit may kausap.. mute lang ang katapat! this is our place, this is our home.. this is ours..

Slide11 this pic was taken on my last day at acs, i was fighting back tears the whole day, i didnt allow myself to show much emotion, for i didnt want to make it harder for my friends than it already is. any face that u can spot on this pic is my friend.. no ifs and but’s about it, there might have been misunderstandings that leads to chaos, but still that is souly the reason why we have a bond this strong, that whichever path we may decide to take in the future, we all know that whatever memories we have put together, we would still have an experience to look upon, that made us the person that we are now.

To my team, thank you for being there for me during tough times.

Thank you for making me smile just when i needed it.

Thank you for treating me like a sister, friend, and companion, yung isa may malisya before, pero ngayon solid friends na kame nyan.. parang solid gold dancers..

Thank you for laughing at my silliest jokes.

Thank you dahil benta sa inyo lagi pagpapacute ko.

O sige mag special mention tayo..

Slide4_1 To arturo, i never thought we’d get along, but u proved me wrong.. i miss ur sarcasm and facial expression.. i miss ur dance.. remember nung inaasar natin si cesar "may dyowa na aku.. may dyowa na aku.." wala namang maysabi syong sumayaw ka pero ginawa mo pa din.. gusto nga sna kitang pigilan kso mkha namang naaaliw ka sa ginagawa mo at natutuwa naman ako para syo…

Joel_n_m

haaay si fafa joel, ang lagi kong niaaasar na may gusto ko sa kanya, feeling ko nga naniniwala na sya e. lagi ako nieembrace yan everytym we see eachother, minsan nga lugi ako kc sakin mdami sya maeembrace.. sa kanya, meron nman khit papano, kso konti lang tlga.. hehe.. joke lang fafa joel. yan ang pinaka poging rock star ng team, kc naman sya lang naman ang rockstar dun e. hehe. napakabait nito and caring (sinabi ko muna yan kc nagiisip pako ng sasabihin..) ayun, lagi ko nga pala niloloko yan na pogi sya.. indi naman ako sinungaling noh, masama ba mag joke??? hehe, hay hanu ba yan… ala naman ata akong nasabing matino.. si fafa joel kilala ko labs nyan, indi ko na lang sasabihin kc secret lang yon.. si mj ba yun fafa joel??? tama ba? sya nga ba???? confirm ko lang.. pero indi ko sasabihin sa kanila plamis!!! advice lang din, ikaw nga e maglalayo sa glass doors, dapat syo e ung automatic na bumubukas yung door pag nalapit ka. eheheh.

Me_n_a_f ang ganda ng pic namin ni glenn noh? gy kame nyan e yan yung bagong rebond pa sya.. sunog pa buhok nya that time.. ikaw na sumusunod sa plansta ang hair..hehe. yang si glenn.. hay naku.. lagi akong niaaway nyan, lagi akong niaasar, tapos indi ako pinapansin, laging deadma ba, hmm.. d ba may ksabihan na da more u hate da more u lab?? hmmm.. tsiguro may gusto ka sakin noh?? hehe.. joke lang.. alam ko naman na meron tlga e. kunyari ka pa.. ay, baka magalit yung mga mistress mo.. este chicks mo..o sige na nga.. on a serious note.. napaka galing kumanta nyang si glenn.. naging ka band ko nga yan e, nag perform kame nung xmas party ng acs.. galing nga namin non e. nakakatuwa nga panoorin yang si glenn pag nakanta e, parang inaatake ng epilepsy.. hay hanu ba yan! sabi ko serious na e.. sensya ka na glenn ha kc wala nako dyan, indi ka na makakanakaw ng tingin sakin, tapos indi ka na din makakapag flying kiss pag indi ako nakatingin.. kunyari lang un na dko nakikita, ayoko lang tumingin kc baka masalo ko.. eeeww… nyahahaha!! anyway glenn, ito na siguro yng pagkakataon ko.. may gusto sna kong itanong sayo kung mararapatin mo.. sna noon ko pa gustong sabihin kaso bka sabihin mo nag aassume ako.. eto na.. (inhale.. exhale.. muna ako…) glenn… Kayo ba ni Cris?! … bwahaha.. kala mo kung ano noh?!! nyahehehe…

Dadys_ge

And eto medyo madrama.. this is for Fefeh, lyk most first impressions, it has really been a struggle for us to come up w/ a friendship that we have now, i dont really know how it all started.. its just so wonderful that the people whom u least expect would be close to you, would be one of the few people that u would always hold dear to your heart. I’ll always have a soft spot for Feh, ive been a witness to her struggles and pain, and ive always been a witness on seeing her rise after each and every fall, i admire her determination and strength, and i admire her faith in believing that everything will be ok. even upto now, she’s still in my prayers and i know that no matter how tough things are going for you.. u are still blessed w/ so much love…

Slide25_1 joan.. ms. international account of acs.. silent water runs deep, that’s the closest definition of her character that i can come up w/. one of the brains of our team, very soft spoken, confident in a lot of ways… and may tinatago ding kakirian na lingid sa kaalaman ng iba! hehe.

Sansu To sansu, we may not spend much time before w/ eachother.. except for our chismisan in the ladies room. i do know that wenevr the need arises, ur still the one that i trust when it comes to info’s.. and that i know the hardships u went through this year but i really do admire how uve surpassed it all and trusted everything to god.

_iwanag_ hay.. hanu ba yan.. nakakatakot naman.. akala ko kung sino.. si kuya arvin lang pala! bilib ako dito sa taong to. san ka nakakita ng 5-2am ang sked.. eh 1pm pa lang nasa acs na, tapos mag paparamdam na din yan, at pagdating ng dpq.. eh LATE! hayup diba? ito ang isa sa mga leader pagdating sa mga kamunduhan at kung anich anich pa.. pero wag ka.. astig yan sa lahat ng bagay, astig yan kay chantan, astig yan sa operation laging fst, astig yan sa team namin walang makakagalaw dyan!!! pero pagdating kay mae.. TAKUSA yan!! takot sa asawa! nyahahaha.. yan ang celebrity ng echo 3, nakita mo na ba si niƱo muhlach na galit?? hanapin mo lang yung sinusuntok yung post nya sa operation makikita mo na hinahanap mo. lagi nya ngang hinihiram sakin yung green mile, sa awa ng diyos.. never ko syang napahiram.. indi naman sa nagdadamot ako.. nakakalimutan ko lang tlga! ehehe

Slide18 and syempre si daddy mel ko, dont worry daddy, dahil luv kita indi kita ilalaglag. yang si daddy, alang kahilig hilig sa chicks yan, alam ko nga e stick to one yan.. dun lang sya sa morena, na matangkad, na mahaba ang buhok.. ay… hehehe, joke joke joke… secret nga lang pala natin yon.. ang kanta nga nyan e para sa mga loyal and faithful un bang "sna… tatlumpu ang puso ko.. ndi na sna kelangan pang pumili sa terentang to.." ay mali! ehehe. yang si daddy kung wisdom lang ang paguusapan.. e mrami sya nyan.. lalo na sa mga green jokes.. at leader yan ng mga kamunduhan, pag pinagsama mo nga yan tsaka si kuya arvin, ay talaga naman.. dadanak ang kalaswaan sa mundo.. miss ko na word of the day nyan sa forum.. na sa sobrang galing nito e kahit virgin ka, ala kang choice mage gets mo tlga e!!! pero sobrang bait din naman nyan si daddy mhel ko.. sa sobrang bait eh andaming minamahal.. ahehehe!!!

Cesar and syempre si ceasar.. ay ala na pala ko internet card.. next tym na lang.. ahehe joke.. anu nga bang masasabi ko… ang hirap tlga mag-isip pag dmo tlga ka close… ahehe.. joke joke joke!! honestly.. si ceasar.. ano yan.. tall, dark, and… un nga… napakabait na tao nyan. walang pinakitang masama sakin yan, pero indi ko naman sya matagal na nakasama kaya indi ko din talaga alam.. ahehe… joke.. isa yan sa mga mamimiss ko kc nakakatuwa sya asarin.. kahit na sya inde natutuwa… ako tuwang tuwa pa din.. kahit na alam kong kayang kaya akong tirisin nyan.. alam ko indi nya nmin gagawin kc ang cute cute ko daw sabi nya.. o wag ka mag deny sinabi mo naman un talaga diba?!! pansin ko lng pagdating sa boys… am bad ko… ahehehe, dat only shows na lobsh ko tlaga kyo (alang malisya to ha!)

Slide19_1 hehehe, si icha.. miss ko toh, constant yosi buddy ko yan, ang bilib ako dyan eh galit yan sa "not ready" as in ayaw mag not ready, sumasama pa ata loob nyan pag pinipilit namin sya ni feh.. ahehehe. tawag namin sa kanya mariah.. ang galing kumanta nyan plamis!! hot stuff itetch!! lagi ko nga syang pinapakanta ng hero e pag natawag ako sa hotline.. ayaw naman nya.. constant ka exchange ko din yan ng thoughts and all those stuff, congrats nga pala for winning 2nd place sa gymnastics sa sportsfest ha… ay mali.. sa ano pala, juvenile throw.. ay sa chess ba? sorry ha.. maganda lang ako indi bright.. miss u icha! and your voice!!!

Fredd hehe. si kuya winnie, laging ginagaya nyan si icha.. kakatuwa nga e, kahit na minsan napaka moody and bugnutin nyan. nakakatuwa pa din naman sya, kase laging tumutulong samin yan when it comes to info’s and ccb’s and escalation lalo na pag wala si tatay, mahilig din yan mag joke.. kala mo naman nakakatuwa.. hehe joke, syempre nakakatuwa… di pa nga sya nagjojoke.. tumatawa na ko e, pra indi naman syang effort nya.. jokelang po! nakakamiss team ko grabeh! anu veh!!!

and lastly.. how could i forget…

Slide3 ang tatay kong kalbo, na malaki tiyan, na feeling gwapo.. it shows naman sa pic diba? my closeness w/ this guy is something that i can only describe as somewhat strange but heartfelt. everytime i mess up, he would never scold at me, or make me feel anything less than a valued member of the team. he ofcourse reprimands me for it, but only because he’s so damn professional in dealing w/ our performance as a whole. pero pag may problema, he would gladly listen to u, i never had that w/ tatay ian, but seeing on how he patiently listens to fe, i admire him for that.

Slide9 miss ko na yung barahan namin tuwing updates, yung mga laughing session, na ang hirap maka recover minsan, kaya natatagalan kaming matapos.. yung mga "oh? di nga?" and his ever famous na banat.. "mukha mo!" and most especially, the support his given me during my hard times at acs, he never left me in the air.. inshort di nya iniwanan si ere (ayus ba?!) hehe. grabe sobrang miss ko tong kolokoy na to, and i know na kapag kinukulit ko sya, kunyari pa yan, pero gustong gusto naman nya. ako lang kc nakakapangulit sa kanya ng ganon e. kaya alam ko though he would never admit it, namimiss nya yung kaingayan ko. bilib ako sa kanya when it comes to irate callers… damn pare! walang reklamo yang tatay ko, kahit ibang team pa nangangailangan. and kahit mainit ang ulo nya or bad trip sya, never nya kaming binuntunan ng sama ng loob, he’s always been a caring father to us and he will always be..

Picture_084 my closeness w/ this oversized guy w/ a far out huge stomach is something that’s beyond words, indi ko nga alam kng ano yung words! hehe. joke. when it comes to the team, i consider him as a father (obvious ba? kaya nga tatay tawag ko e!) but beyond or outside the team, he’s also like my kuya whom i would goof around w/ exchange jokes and stories, ksma sa inuman, and all that.. and i know matatakbuhan ko sya..

upto now it still hurts to say the words "back in acs", its not that id still wanna go back… its because of these people.. they made it so hard for me to leave that company.. they were the reason why i lasted for so long.. they’re the reason why i still feel so sad whenevr i remember the experiences i had way back then. more than anything else… and the bottom line of this blog is… we would seldom find people who would become a huge part of our lives… people u would grow to love, who would make u wanna go back to the place where u all met and shared bits and pieces of ur life with.

people whom u never thought would become more than just a face in a sea of people.. (u make me feel…. like i.. ay! close up pala un!). those faces, those smiles, they’re mere presence and absence would define ur day. the sound of their laughter would literally make ur day, that no matter how tired u are, u would still wanna go back everyday, their jokes, the stories, the times spent, damn… acs sure is lucky to have these people..

Slide5 and am really lucky to have them more than just my teammates… but as my friends as well… if it wasnt for this people. i would have been outta there a long time ago!!!

to my team, my friends… my Echo Tres, I MISS U!!! U MADE IT SO HARD FOR ME TO LEAVE ACS… and thank you for all the wonderful memories.. i hope we could be together in one place again…

UTANG NA LOOB!!! MAG TEAM BONDING NAMAN TAYO!!!!! WAG NA KAYONG MAHIYA.. WALANG MASAMA DON!!!! =)

im upset

you wanna know why? ok, here's why. i have this friend who is so fond of saying negative things about other people. at first it was fun listening to him, but as days passed, i started to get to know this person and i realized that i hate him, not that there's nothing good about him, ofcourse there is, but its just some of his attitutes like selfishness, insulting people up front which is most often than not is sooo uncalled for, it's like you're just sitting in one corner minding your own business, and then this person will come up to you and say this mean things then act as if nothing happened afterwards. without even taking the time to think if what what he said was hurful or insulting. for him, that's just normal, for him, that's nothing out of the ordinary, but hell no! screw him. all he thinks of is himself! he completely disregars other people's needs & feelings. well i hope you guys would agree to me when i say that that is Bullshit!

and im not the only one who thinks this way about him, in fact everybody in our group feels the same way about him, they totally agreed with me when i blurted out my feelings the other day. and not only this, his extreme selfishness bothers me too, like, when he asks us for a favor we would do it all out for him, but when its your turn to ask for one, he would totally turn you down without a blink of an eye, man that's cold! and when he borrows stuff and wears 'em in school, he wud say that it looks so much better on him than the owner, which is some what implying that when the owner is the one wearing it he looks like shit?! come on! the nerve, even if its true, its completely rude to say it, and one more thing, he doesn't know how to return stuff!!!!!! what is that?!!!!! and when ur the one who's gonna borrow from him, he wouldnt let you, he'd make up all sorts of excuses!!! he's full of shit! and i hate him! really i do!!! and the way he treats us and talks to us, man!!!! its like he's some sort of a goddess or whatever! (by the way he's gay) its like he's full of frustrations and insecurities that the only way to lift himself up to insult other people to bring them down so that he can feel good about himself. are u guys still with me???

he's hurt me so much that i just cant think of a better way to treat him than to ignore him. and thats what im doing right now. im totally not talking nor throwing a glance at him, im acting as if he doesnt exist. cause i cant take it anymore, i am beyond cutting him slack guys, ive had it with him, and now i think its time to teach him a lesson. he knows how mad i am at him, and he even said sorry with matching teary eyes, but i dont know, knowing how mad i am and the reasons why i am, for me that's not enough! i dont know if im so harsh with him, im usually not like this, but for me, i dont wanna hear any sorries nor apologies, for me changing the things we hate about him would be enough for me to forgive him, i mean, duh?! ok, ill forgive him, and things will go back to how it was, but what if he does it again??? imma hit him for all he's worth for sure, coz i cant take no more insults especially from him, so i think if he will learn to get his selfishness out of his system, and he's being brutally frank and he's complete disregard for other people feelings thats the only time that imma forgive him, but now, sorry is not good enough! i dont care how long it takes, i just want him to change. i hope you guys agree with me on this... thanks for taking the time to read.... till next, have a great day, and oh, if u have friends like this, teach them a lesson, they HAVE to stop!!!

2nd day of Simbang Gabe

hiya there! i deleted my old posts... coz... daym their old! lolz, anywayz, let me proceed.
2day is the secend day of simbang gabi... and man! i was there! lolz, coz u see, me and my boyfriend has this thing going on for almost 4 years now... at every start of it we always vow to ourselves and have this agreement that we'll complete the 9 mornings and wish that our relationship will stand the test of time.... and i think its always comin' true coz we're still together, *high five everyone!* anywayz, 2day our friends attended the mass coz we asked them too, it was nice seeing them all together in one place. i missed them a lot, coz everything has been hectic for the longest tym, each of us minding their own business, trying to accomplish things and coz of this, we havent really had time to get together and chill.

well, after the mass we all went to this store and bought puto bumbong, im tellin yah' simbang gabi wont be complete without it. we had so much fun eating, joking around, catching up with each other's lives, the kantsawaan was back, the kulitan, the never ending stotries, barahan (w/c is just for fun) and everything. and before we knew it, the sun was already comin' up, coz u see, simbang gabi here is from 4am to 5am. but it wasnt reason enough for us to go home, we stayed there until 8 am in the morning. imagine? we were talking for three straight hours!!! and it felt like 10 minutes! daym i missed those times!!! anywayz, reality check came so we got up and went to different directions to deal with our everyday life.... but it was really fun.... and im kinda hoping we cud do it agen.. maybe tomorow or wherever... its funny though that years ago, that was just an ordinary thing for us, and now, its golden...

well its true that u wont know what ur missing till its gone.... but its not really gone... time is all we need... so till next tym... hope u liked what i wrote... and i suggest that u try to get in touch w/ ur friends again, and bring back what ur missing all this tym.... friends are like gold y'know..... well, true ones that is! have a great day u guys!!! =)
 
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