Here's To..

Break ups are hard, not only for the used to be couple, but also to the people who were brought together by their relationship. They also have to move on & move forward, and just watch from afar, the once perfect couple starting a new life without each other.

If only breaking hearts would sound like huge doors banging, bombs exploding, or glasses shattering to shake up the world, maybe there would be less hurt and pain in people's lives. Maybe through this we'd be careful with our promises, actions, and words to one another, and to whom we give our hearts to.






But hearts break in silence,without a sound, it battles through every painful cut, and you just know...
it will never be the same again. But you know what's great about it? It'll live on, continue beating till every wound becomes a scar, and every pain becomes life's lesson. And it will love again, maybe not the same as before, but even more than it ever has.






So, here's to moving on and starting anew. Here's to break ups that gives newly singles the chance to grow in their own right, here's to being on ur own to find your true self. Here's to the people that could relate one way or another. And here's to friends that will help you through.




Here's to sleepless nights, to tears that would make you stronger, to looking back on experiences that would make you wiser, to pain that would make u tougher. Here's to letting go.

To love lost, to memories forced to be a thing of the past, here's to new beginnings, here's to new hellos, here's to step 1 of moving forward....

the hardest of them all...


Ready...

Set....

Here comes Goodbye.

June 7, 2010 at 4:41pm

Cold Morning

Woke up to this cold m0rning, th0ughts started c0ming in. Recent events had me thinking, a break up btwn 2 close frnds, a family member getng sick, a BFF leaving for h0pes of better chances in lyf.

This events mybe diffrnt circumstances. But c0mm0n den0minat0r here's losing s0methng one way or an0ther.

A love lost, due to wanting same things in lyf & for echothr but circumstances are pulling 'em in diffrnt directi0ns.

Loss of freed0m to be a fully functi0nal Mother & wife due to being diagn0sed w/ AML.

Loss of time w/ her family due to not having the c0nfidence that she'd be able to provide for them in our country's ec0n0mic state.

I for one wouldn't say I kn0w what they're going thr0ugh, coz I'm sure as hell I d0nt, but w/n me lies d h0pe that, things will get better. It mybe raining n0w, it may take 4evr for the last dr0p to fall, but it will. The sun will be out soon, st0rm will pass, the w0rst will be over, and that, u maybe br0ken inside...

But Hey, ur Ok. Ü



Sunday, June 6, 2010 at 7:22am

choices...

wud u rather go for something that ur heart is not a hundred percent into? just for the sake of showing someone how much u appreciate there effort and time to show u how much they care?

or would u rather be selfless enough to let them go and find there own happiness... even if it means losing someone who has grown to be a part of ur life and healing? and risking the what might have beens and what could be?

and knowing the possibilty that someday... somewhere... seeing them happy w/ someone else and knowing that u made that happen might be one of the biggest mistakes uve ever done.

The Little Girl and the Big CHAnge.

i feel so sad.. i never thought the time would come that i would seriously consider leaving our homeland to go live in a foreign one. And today it just did. And I'm serious about it. Its not bcoz of the economy, nor poverty. I can only take so much of this crap that our Government has been putting us through.

Corruption? that's a given.

Anomalies? What the hell is effin' new?!!!

But for them to strip me off my rights to have the freedom to choose who in my own, honest, and personal opinion has the capacity to lead our country and provide good governance... that's something I refuse to just watch happen.

It's hard enough to swallow the fact that they have been stealing from us since day one, while continuously adding to our already worth a Trillion debt in the World Bank.. that mind you... I am pretty sure will carry on to my son's generation of hard working tax payers... but for them to come to this extent? to just push through this w/ complete, total, and blatant disregard to the people's cries of disapproval and dismay?? just bcoz it would play to the best of their interest???

How dare them... and most importantly to the LITTLE GIRL behind all this? How dare you... I never really had any respect for you... never liked you, and never will, but I never thought I would despise you this much.... that it has come to the extent that seeing bad things happen to you... would be equivalent to any day that id have a bowl of popcorn on my lap and a glass of soda in my hands.

Is there really nothing else that we can do as Filipinoes to show our protest to this Little Girl but organize a rally??? coz that is so 2003... and that is the main reason why that despicable person is in the palace in the 1st place!!

I thought her reign would soon be over, and i have been praying that she will be replaced by someone who is the "Lesser Evil" coz I honestly think that so far she is the Ultimate one. And now there's a really good chance that that's not even gonna happen for the dimwit refuses to step down from power.

Im sick of her.
I've had enough of her.
I want her out of that palace.
Out of the Government System.
and most Importantly out of power.


I want a new leader.
I want to exercise my freedom and right to choose one.
I want to vote.

And the sad part is... as of the moment.. I really don't think that there is really someone who can stop her from executing her evil plans... and the only way I can think of, for me not to be under her governance, is to simply get out of the place where it applies..

I have never been a hard core patriot.. But I love this country and am proud to be a Filipino..
But right now... if this CHAnge really does happen.. This is not really the place where I want my son to grow up in. If they will strip me off my rights.. Im sure as hell they would my son too.

May God Help Us All.

Pacquiao eyes Mayweather fight in October

MANILA (AFP) - - Manny Pacquiao said he will climb back into the ring in October to fight Floyd Mayweather or whoever his promoters deem fit after the Philippines boxing superstar took a sixth world title.

The awesome "Pacman" knocked out Ricky Hatton with a devastating left hook in the second round in Las Vegas on Saturday for his 10th triumph in a row and claimed the Briton's International Boxing Organisation junior welterweight world title, equalling a record of six weight titles.

"My next fight will probably be in October or November," Pacquiao, who started his ring career as a light-flyweight, told DZBB radio here by telephone as he returned to his Los Angeles home.

He said he would go on vacation with his family while keeping an eye on the outcome of former undisputed welterweight champion Mayweather's comeback fight on July 18 against Mexico's Juan Manuel Marquez.

"I will probably fight Mayweather, but I am ready to fight whoever my promoters want me to face," he said.

Pacquiao took on then retired Mayweather's title as the world's best pound-for-pound fighter after pummelling Oscar de la Hoya into retirement in December.

Manila newspapers on Monday feted the rags-to-riches Pacquiao, splashing huge pictures of his Hatton knockout on their front pages.

"The greatest fighter ever," the Philippine Star crowed, echoing a claim made by his US promoter Bob Arum.

"A great day for the Philippines," said the Manila Standard Today. "Pacquiao now boxing legend," said the Philippine Daily Inquirer.

His trainer Freddie Roach however suggested on Saturday that a big-money showdown with Mayweather will not happen any time soon unless the American comes down to 140 pounds, where the Filipino is the current king.

The fate of Ricky Hatton is less clear with former world featherweight champion Barry McGuigan urging him to hang up his gloves, saying his career is over following his defeat.

"After a loss like that there is no point talking about a future in the ring," he wrote in the Daily Mirror, after Hatton was knocked out in Las Vegas.

McGuigan added: "He was a world class boxer, one of Britain's finest, no question. Now it is time to go."

He said Hatton "need not come down hard on himself", saying Pacquiao and Floyd Mayweather Jnr, who beat Hatton in the same ring 17 months ago, were "two of the greatest fighters to have laced gloves".

"Hatton was relentless himself at his best. He has compiled a fabulous career and put serious money in the bank. There is no point carrying on," McGuigan wrote.

"It won't ever undo the defeats of the past 18 months and he has no chance of avenging them at this stage."

SOURCE:http://ph.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090504/tap-box-usa-juniorwelter-gbr-phi-pacquia-2a5be5e.html