i didnt mean to break a heart. i tried everything in my power to make it work, to feel something.. i thought i did, but as it turned out.. i still need more time.
im sorry for causing you pain, but i did try to save you from a bigger one, thats why i did the unthinkable, to tell you the one true thing that could both save us from the inevitable.
u might think that im tough in handling all these, but really, im hurting, u might find that hard to believe, but its something that i will carry w/ me for the rest of my life.
i wasnt brutally honest w/ u, i was just plain honest.
i never meant to cause you pain, but as the song goes.. there’s no easy way to break somebody’s heart.
so if sorry is all thats left to say.. then here it is..
im really sorry, and i hope that one day, you would find it in your heart to forgive me. what we had was not a lie. everything was real, so real that i had to come to this realization.
im sorry if im not ready for the life that you want to give me. id rather not take it and not enjoy the fruits of it, than to totally have it and not deserve it.
pls dont make this harder than it already is.. we both know this is not the end, and on what we have there is certainly no goodbyes..
just an open road that might lead us to different paths.
