hayz, im uninspired yet again. some people are meant to disappoint u. the reason why i liked him so much is due to i thought he's different from the rest, that though he's liked by many, he never even for once took the time to even consider that thought and he remained as loyal as he can be to the one that he belongs to. just when i thought that it's possible that those type of guys still exist, he turned around and became just like any other guy.
don't get me wrong, im not the one he belongs to, im one of those girls who crushes over him, and the reason why i liked him so much is coz he's ever loyal to his queen. and its more of an admiration of that character that he has that makes me think he's a catch, coz on the looks department he's just so-so.it's more of being drawn to something or someone you can never have that keeps my "crushing" and kilig" afloat.
and then one day....
he proved me wrong.
i should be happy right???
but no i'm not. i'm disappointed.
and even sad,
kala ko iba sya. un pala.. kagaya dn sya ng iba.
:(
Sunday, November 28, 2010 at 8:23am
Till Then...
Day by day, im drawn to this f0rce of nature. I may n0t sh0w it, may n0t luk lyk it, may n0t even say it, but i am, m0re than u kn0w.
They say infatuati0n only lasts for 4 m0nths... Then i d0n't want to c0unt. I wish i could be lyk th0se other girls, n0t afraid t0 sh0w what and h0w they feel. I wish i can have that... Freed0m.
But i d0n't.
So i'll just c0ntent myself by putting my hands up, and play my s0ng, till the butterflies fly away. N0d my head, m0ve my hips, ill just dance, it's g0nna be okay, spin the rec0rd, it's g0nna be okay, i'll just dance, till i'm breathless, c0z I wanna be with this f0rce of nature... So freakin' bad...
Thursday, October 21, 2010 at 8:12am
They say infatuati0n only lasts for 4 m0nths... Then i d0n't want to c0unt. I wish i could be lyk th0se other girls, n0t afraid t0 sh0w what and h0w they feel. I wish i can have that... Freed0m.
But i d0n't.
So i'll just c0ntent myself by putting my hands up, and play my s0ng, till the butterflies fly away. N0d my head, m0ve my hips, ill just dance, it's g0nna be okay, spin the rec0rd, it's g0nna be okay, i'll just dance, till i'm breathless, c0z I wanna be with this f0rce of nature... So freakin' bad...
Thursday, October 21, 2010 at 8:12am
What Do You Do?!!
I'm sick of taking crap from other people!!!! tipong gusto mo lang i share ung labor of love mo tapos ang galing, hanep!!! hanep talaga, kahit anong saya mo.. kaya nilang makaisip ng paraan to put u down.. GRABE!!!!!!!
What do you do when people are Inconsiderate??
Ignore them..
What do you do when someone is Rude?
Pay them no mind.
What do you do when someone is dragging you down?
Refuse to come with..
What do you do when someone is bad mouthing you?
Feel sorry for them.
What do you do when someone habitually offends you and tags it to " Ganito lang talaga ako?"
Take there word for it.
What do you do when you feel the urge to reciprocate someone's bad behaviour?
Don't!!!
What do you do when your running out of patience?
Run off to find some more.
What do you do when someone goes around telling everyone there version of the truth?
Be quiet
What do you do when you feel like sucker punching someone for all those times they disrespected you?
Close your eyes and picture it happening. But never let ur fist land on there face.
What do you do when hate and contempt is threatening to over power love and understanding?
BREATHE.. Till it hurts no more.
EASIER SAID THAN DONE...
Sunday, July 11, 2010 at 10:24am
Here's To..
Break ups are hard, not only for the used to be couple, but also to the people who were brought together by their relationship. They also have to move on & move forward, and just watch from afar, the once perfect couple starting a new life without each other.
If only breaking hearts would sound like huge doors banging, bombs exploding, or glasses shattering to shake up the world, maybe there would be less hurt and pain in people's lives. Maybe through this we'd be careful with our promises, actions, and words to one another, and to whom we give our hearts to.
But hearts break in silence,without a sound, it battles through every painful cut, and you just know...
it will never be the same again. But you know what's great about it? It'll live on, continue beating till every wound becomes a scar, and every pain becomes life's lesson. And it will love again, maybe not the same as before, but even more than it ever has.
So, here's to moving on and starting anew. Here's to break ups that gives newly singles the chance to grow in their own right, here's to being on ur own to find your true self. Here's to the people that could relate one way or another. And here's to friends that will help you through.
Here's to sleepless nights, to tears that would make you stronger, to looking back on experiences that would make you wiser, to pain that would make u tougher. Here's to letting go.
To love lost, to memories forced to be a thing of the past, here's to new beginnings, here's to new hellos, here's to step 1 of moving forward....
the hardest of them all...
Ready...
Set....
June 7, 2010 at 4:41pm
If only breaking hearts would sound like huge doors banging, bombs exploding, or glasses shattering to shake up the world, maybe there would be less hurt and pain in people's lives. Maybe through this we'd be careful with our promises, actions, and words to one another, and to whom we give our hearts to.
But hearts break in silence,without a sound, it battles through every painful cut, and you just know...
it will never be the same again. But you know what's great about it? It'll live on, continue beating till every wound becomes a scar, and every pain becomes life's lesson. And it will love again, maybe not the same as before, but even more than it ever has.
So, here's to moving on and starting anew. Here's to break ups that gives newly singles the chance to grow in their own right, here's to being on ur own to find your true self. Here's to the people that could relate one way or another. And here's to friends that will help you through.
Here's to sleepless nights, to tears that would make you stronger, to looking back on experiences that would make you wiser, to pain that would make u tougher. Here's to letting go.
To love lost, to memories forced to be a thing of the past, here's to new beginnings, here's to new hellos, here's to step 1 of moving forward....
the hardest of them all...
Ready...
Set....
Here comes Goodbye.
June 7, 2010 at 4:41pm
Cold Morning
Woke up to this cold m0rning, th0ughts started c0ming in. Recent events had me thinking, a break up btwn 2 close frnds, a family member getng sick, a BFF leaving for h0pes of better chances in lyf.
This events mybe diffrnt circumstances. But c0mm0n den0minat0r here's losing s0methng one way or an0ther.
A love lost, due to wanting same things in lyf & for echothr but circumstances are pulling 'em in diffrnt directi0ns.
Loss of freed0m to be a fully functi0nal Mother & wife due to being diagn0sed w/ AML.
Loss of time w/ her family due to not having the c0nfidence that she'd be able to provide for them in our country's ec0n0mic state.
I for one wouldn't say I kn0w what they're going thr0ugh, coz I'm sure as hell I d0nt, but w/n me lies d h0pe that, things will get better. It mybe raining n0w, it may take 4evr for the last dr0p to fall, but it will. The sun will be out soon, st0rm will pass, the w0rst will be over, and that, u maybe br0ken inside...
But Hey, ur Ok. Ü
Sunday, June 6, 2010 at 7:22am
This events mybe diffrnt circumstances. But c0mm0n den0minat0r here's losing s0methng one way or an0ther.
A love lost, due to wanting same things in lyf & for echothr but circumstances are pulling 'em in diffrnt directi0ns.
Loss of freed0m to be a fully functi0nal Mother & wife due to being diagn0sed w/ AML.
Loss of time w/ her family due to not having the c0nfidence that she'd be able to provide for them in our country's ec0n0mic state.
I for one wouldn't say I kn0w what they're going thr0ugh, coz I'm sure as hell I d0nt, but w/n me lies d h0pe that, things will get better. It mybe raining n0w, it may take 4evr for the last dr0p to fall, but it will. The sun will be out soon, st0rm will pass, the w0rst will be over, and that, u maybe br0ken inside...
But Hey, ur Ok. Ü
Sunday, June 6, 2010 at 7:22am
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